Hello to all my stampin' friends. I feel that it's time to explain what's been going on and why I haven't been posting samples and classes.
My dad was diagnosed with stage 4 lung cancer and on top of that has an infection in his leg (due to circulation) that cannot be controlled. In February they gave him 6 months if he didn't get treatment. Because of his infection treatment could have been fatal and so he elected not to treat. The infection has caused gangrene and has made standing and walking just about impossible. As a result he is wheel chair bound. Memorial Day weekend he went down hill with his breathing and became very unstable. We took him to the hospital and they were able to get his vitals controlled and he came back to us. He is currently under hospice care and has an aid to help him throughout the day. We have had WONDERFUL support from his vascular doctor, Dr Bhatti, his nurse, Jeanette and his aid and buddy Arnold. These incredible people have made this journey a little easier through their support and incredible concern for my dad. Since he has been home after the hospital over the weekend and the progression of this wounds from the infection, his team feels that the infection will probably beat him before the cancer. And is if that isn't enough my father's youngest brother died a day ago at the age of 57 from septic shock. The services are this week. Isn't that unbelievable?
Having said all that, I have been spending every waking available minute with him. And I thank God for this time that he has given us to be together. I can tell you though that everyday is tough. Some days I just cry the whole day and others I am able to hold it together. Right now my priority is him, spending time with him and giving him as much love as possible. I know most of you can relate to my situation as many of you have lost family members due to cancer. And I am deeply touched by all the love and support from you. Thank you so much for all your concerns and caring words that have truly been a source of strength.
I want to say though that stampin' between the crazyiness has kept me sane. The classes I've had over the last few months have sustained me so that I feel good between the hard times. I will be getting my schedule back on track when the time permits. For a few reasons I NEED to get back. Sanity being one of them.
Thank you all again so much.
Big hugs - Terri
